The life of me

Since I’ve been starting work, everyone keeps commenting on how much of a positive person I am. I dunno, maybe I’m good at hiding it? Maybe I’m trying to live the lie so much that it’s starting to just become normal so I’m used to it, I dunno. But, sometimes I wish I could just … Continue reading »

I’ve discovered lately that my heart is stuck in 2 places. I want more then anything to be at home, but I also love my job, and Edmonton too. I wish it would be an easy choice of where to be, but I just don’t know anymore. There’s so many times that I wish I … Continue reading »

So in the past week, I’ve been SO content with life. I just love it!!! I have an amazing job where it feels like going to hang out with best friends, I’m getting along so much better with my sister, and it finally feels like my life is getting back on track. For the first … Continue reading »

Ok, so I absolutely LOVE my new job! For once in my life, I’m actually excited to go to work tomorrow! The people are so nice, and super easy to get along with. I feel so much more at peace with this job then I ever was with the last one. Because it’s a spa … Continue reading »

So Sunday night I was pretty much freaking out about starting my job the next day. Going back to work after 9 months, with an injury you’ve never worked with, at a job you’ve never done is slightly scary. Yes, I know people do it every day, but that doesn’t make it any less scary. … Continue reading »

So I think my life right now, is perfectly described in the song the climb. I feel like when I finally get over a mountain, there’s another one right there waiting for me. It sucks A LOT. But really, is that not what life is all about? How we climb those mountains? Would any of … Continue reading »

Alright, so this week has been another one of those roller coaster rides where I’m in a dark tunnel and have no clue where I’m going. I found out that I may be going back into program, but no one really knows yet. They’re waiting on reports from dr Morehart, and then have to go … Continue reading »

So I guess I’m excited to start a new year, not that a new year really means much more then changing the calendars. I guess it’s a chance to let go of everything thats happened in the last year and choose to have a positive attitude, but part of me doesn’t know if I’m really … Continue reading »

So tonight I saw Jeff and Tegan when I was at wal-mart with Krista. At first when I saw them, I thought, holy crap they’ve put on a lot of weight, suckers! It was almost satisfying to see that they’d gained when I’ve lost almost 20 pounds. I was so happy after I left. Like, … Continue reading »

So, some of the things me and Dawn have been talking about is the past. I guess I never really figured anything from the past would effect me now, but really, I’ve realized that it has. One of the big things that I’ve recently realized is how much of an effect my dad leaving actually … Continue reading »